The Beginning

This Blog is...well a way for me to express what I cannot sometimes.

I promise it will be:

honest.

And thats it. I will be honest with you and myself. I will tell you though, that is a hefty promise. I guess honesty is painfully difficult for me- not because I am a liar but because I can be a coward.

There are things that I am not proud of right now.

I am dissatisfied with my life and I have everything I need. Maybe thats why I'm an artist- apparently we all suffer for our art ...or our art suffers for us.

Anyways there is no cohesive theme for this first post- I'm writing it so it will exist.


Do you ever just need to put something down into writing so  it will exist? I do. All the time actually.

I wish so badly to write down my secrets, my dreams and my fears- but I'm terrified that someone somewhere will find it and it will tare them to pieces. Mayhap we will over-come that with time? Lose the fear and take the full consequence of our actions?

We will see I guess.